Lost Boy?

I had an ear-worm last night (Lost Boy below) after astrology class and then it crashed into my reading of The Peaceful Warrior by Dan Millman. After a fitful night, it wasn't until this morning when I could reconcile the two. I hope this makes sense after such a night.

This was quoted in the book: I dreamed I was a butterfly, flitting around in the sky; then I awoke. Now I wonder: Am I a man who dreamt of being a butterfly, or am I a butterfly dreaming that I am a man?

For me, it makes sense that anyone can be a Peter Pan or a Lost Boy living in a fantasy life, an illusion perhaps... and that can be a good thing. If we believe in magic and fantasy and reality...aren't those all illusions we create in our lives? We don't have to be afraid and run from reality. We can choose our responses to "reality." We can choose happiness.

I experience this every day with my partner in life,Scott. He is my Peter Pan. He and I can both experience the same factual event and we both generally have opposite interpretations or reactions to it. We take turns grounding and flinging pixie dust at each other..so that we can fly in this world.

Here is the song and the lyrics:

Lost Boy by Ruth B

Lost Boy

By Ruth B

There was a time when I was alone

Nowhere to go and no place to call home

My only friend was the man in the moon

And even sometimes he would go away, too

Then one night, as I closed my eyes

I saw a shadow flying high

He came to me with the sweetest smile

Told me he wanted to talk for awhile

He said, "Peter Pan, that's what they call me

I promise that you'll never be lonely," and ever since that day

I am a lost boy from Neverland

Usually hanging out with Peter Pan

And when we're bored we play in the woods

Always on the run from Captain Hook

"Run, run, lost boy," they say to me

Away from all of reality

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

And lost boys like me are free

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

And lost boys like me are free

He sprinkled me in pixie dust and told me to believe

Believe in him and believe in me

Together we will fly away in a cloud of green

To your beautiful destiny

As we soared above the town that never loved me

I realized I finally had a family

Soon enough we reached Neverland

Peacefully my feet hit the sand

And ever since that day

I am a lost boy from Neverland

Usually hanging out with Peter Pan

And when we're bored we play in the woods

Always on the run from Captain Hook

"Run, run, lost boy," they say to me

Away from all of reality

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

And lost boys like me are free

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

And lost boys like me are free

Peter Pan, Tinkerbell, Wendy Darling

Even Captain Hook, you are my perfect story book

Neverland, I love you so

You are now my home sweet home

Forever a lost boy at last

Peter Pan, Tinkerbell, Wendy Darling

Even Captain Hook, you are my perfect story book

Neverland, I love you so

You are now my home sweet home

Forever a lost boy at last

And for always I will say

I am a lost boy from Neverland

Usually hanging out with Peter Pan

And when we're bored we play in the woods

Always on the run from Captain Hook

"Run, run, lost boy," they say to me

Away from all of reality

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

And lost boys like me are free

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

And lost boys like me are free

Seeing white light while meditating!

Last night at Hatha yoga, I had a profound experience in my personal meditation experience.  

We were meditating on a Saint and for the first time in my life, when I relaxed into the meditation and closed my eyes . . . my normal grey black field of view changed to white and throughout the meditation a river of white energy flowed in front of my inner vision.  

I have no other explanation other than my perception of this Saintly energy was the white river.

I consider it a breakthrough for me personally!

“What’s on My Radar” – THOSE ENDOWED WITH ALIEN GENES………

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THOSE ENDOWED WITH ALIEN GENES WHO WALK AMONG US

As stated in previous columns, responsible researchers have encountered various types of FULL ALIENS walking among us, as well as other individuals who understand that they are a mixture of alien and human, and thus are tagged as HYBRIDS.   As a researcher, I too, have encountered, and remain in contact with Iowa hybrids who are aware of their origin.

So, as we interact with our fellow planetary inhabitants, we might find ourselves needing to consider the following street-walking visitors from elsewhere:

NATURALLY HUMAN LOOKING FULL ALIENS able to circulate without  attracting attention, unless they see a need to identify themselves to individuals or groups.

FULL ALIENS ABLE TO PRESENT THEIR VERY ALIEN APPEARING SELF in an alternative, (and thus comfortably acceptable) human form, to other planetary citizens and thus are able to circulate without attracting attention, unless they see a need to identify themselves to individuals or groups.

I need to pause here for a bit and talk about these two types of full aliens before tackling the LATE STAGE HYBRID category mentioned in the first paragraph (which appears to be the product of the mingling/splicing of alien and human genes).

There seem to be numerous reasons why full aliens have landed on this beautiful (but backwater) planet.  When they make themselves known by approaching and purposely communicating with human contactees, full aliens have often shown their close observance of how we humans operate, and their willingness to point out how we can better maintain this planet as a habitable living environment.  They’ve often tried to educate us by providing information, sometimes onboard ship, sometimes deliberately meeting with us in our own environment in every-day life, “on-the-street,” so to speak.

Specifically, they’ve talked about their (to us) superior technology, touching on such subjects as their ability to render their vehicles translucent, and to be invisible as they hover overhead.  They’ve taken us through walls with apparent ease.  They’ve taken us through “time distortion” episodes when lengthy interaction took place, yet there was “no missing linear time.”  They’ve talked a lot about what’s involved in their advanced propulsion, and they’ve made references to their use of other dimensions.  And, most important of all, they have repeatedly warned about HUMAN MIS-USE OF ENERGY ON THIS PLANET, and the possible non-survival of the human species.  (Even the seemingly EXPLOITATIVE abducting aliens who manifest intense interest in the human reproductive system, may (as part of their agenda) be involved in a long-term human-species-survival project.)

All of which can lead us to examine in greater depth how we view ourselves in relationship to our fellow creatures, and to our planet.

Now, let’s talk about LATE STAGE HYBRIDS circulating among us, who appear to be the product of the mingling/splicing of alien and human genes.  Current earthly science is heavily involved in what could be termed “transgenics;” although we may be more familiar with the term, GMO, the acronym for “genetically modified,” that is, the splicing of a gene from one species into the genetic material of a different species.  Consider the examples of a tomato with genes of a salmon, or a pig born with multiple human genes in its liver, heart and kidneys.  An interesting discussion of transgenics can be found in Budd Hopkins and Carol Rainey’s book, SIGHT UNSEEN, which is the product of many years of UFO abduction research.

According to another long-time abduction researcher, David Jacobs, Ph.D (now retired from Temple University), alien-human hybrids are produced in stages.  That is, from “early stage hybrids,” to “late stage hybrids.” This reproductive scenario involves what appears to be very NON-TRADITIONAL TWO-PARENT REPRODUCTION.  To put it in simple terms, Dr. Jacobs indicates a beginning early stage hybrid as the result of a full alien and a full human parent, with many subsequent reproductive steps leading on to the late stage hybrid stage we may find ourselves encountering in our everyday lives.  And when Dr. Jacobs – in his book, entitled, THE THREAT – points to the many breeding steps along the way from early to late stage hybrids, this is borne out by the many abductees (in Iowa, as elsewhere) who have been brought onboard to temporarily interact with babies in various hybrid stages, as the babies’ growth continues to be fostered on-board.

As mentioned above, I have been long acquainted with some late- stage Iowa hybrids.  My interaction with these good folks has been extensive, and always includes a big (seriously stated) dose of:  SO YOU’RE A HYBRID – SO WHAT!

Whether we’re fully human, or whether we’re alien-human hybrid, it seems apparent to me that we are ALL here for the same purpose:  to be as creative as possible in our relationship to our fellow citizens, and to exercise nurturing stewardship of this planet.  So what really matters – whether we’re full aliens, hybrids, or fully human – is that we ALL find ourselves  living for the greater good of both on-and-off earth dwellers,  be they human, hybrid, or full alien.

“What’s on My Radar” is a regular column about UFOs written by Beverly Trout.  Beverly approaches the subject of UFOs from the twin perspectives of investigator for over 22 years for the Mutual UFO Network (MUFON), and also from the perspective of her own interaction with UFO occupants.

©Copyrighted Beverly Trout 2015

Float On

Under the category of “things happen for a reason,” I won a float session on Facebook from Fadeaway Floatation Therapy in West Des Moines, and I feel the need to tell you about my experience.

I didn’t give myself a lot of time to overthink making the appointment.  Sensory deprivation tanks have been on my radar for years and the time was ripe to seize this opportunity. I jumped with my eyes open and my fingers crossed.  I made the appointment mid-morning for 3 pm the same day.



I think I am like most people in that I have expectations about new experiences especially when it comes to “into the unknown or mystical.”  These experiences are usually built up by hype and maybe even more so by my own mind.  My Facebook friends told me to go without expectations and that was one of the first things Ryan Chaffe, co-owner, told me.  I think it is unrealistic not to have expectations because the first thing on my mind was a bit of fear since this was my first time.  I have experienced a lot of “first time” fear in my life.  I remember feeling the unknown or the fear of the first time I rode in an airplane, the first time I gave birth or the first time I went under anesthesia . . . scary stuff for most.  Beyond the fear, there is still expectation.
Now, imagine floating on the surface of the water, in a dark tank and hearing only your heart beat.  As I write those words it feels more like the beginning to a dream sequence rather that what I actually experienced.  Ryan did an excellent job of telling me what I needed to know in order for me to have a positive overall experience.



I got into the tank, closed the door, closed my eyes, slipped back into the water and prayed.  To my utter amazement, I floated and my head remained above the water.  I flailed my arms and legs around to find a comfortable position, very similar to when I start to meditate; every chair has a sometimes elusive sweet spot and every time it is different.   I quickly trusted, settled down and felt safe.  Little bubbles tickled my skin as they danced around my back and up my sides to burst on the surface.   I found peace with my hands clasped behind my head and I touched nothing else.  It felt like I was defying gravity as I have always known it.
As a person whose mind is constantly working, my first question was how I was going to quiet my mind so I could meditate or be calm and relax for 90 minutes?  My next thought was how was I going to endure the quiet?  Then my meditation and yoga experiences stepped in.  I decided to focus on my heart and breath.





I calmed my thoughts and let my imagination take me where I wanted to go, my expectation.  Suddenly I was transported into the weightlessness of space.  I now have a personal experience I can relate to when I see astronauts floating in space and space walking.  The absence of gravity is mind boggling.  The quiet can be unsettling.  The key to it all may be in our minds and hearts and what we allow.  Perhaps that is my lesson about fear and expectations . . . be calm and just allow whatever happens to happen without harsh judgement.
Next I was transported  back as a baby in my Mother’s womb.  This is what it felt like before I was born!  I am safe and love enveloped me in the darkness.  I heard belly gurgling sounds, I stretched a bit, and I floated on and on until the music roused me back to consciousness.



Since I am a person always seeking the quintessential “out of body” experience, I had expectations that this sensory deprivation tank would catapult me into the bliss of the unknown.  When I imagine taking an “out of body” trip, I immediately think of outer space, and Captain Kirk always said, “Space: the final frontier”, or in my case my “Ultimate Astral Traveling Experience”.  But that’s not what I found.  My float trip took an unexpected turn.  Unexpectedly, what I found was an inner body experience, one of finding myself, alone with me and nothing else.  I felt a little like Dorothy in ”Wizard of Oz”.   I found the bliss of remembering what I had known all along, “There’s no place like home.”  This experience took me home to a place of quiet solitude and a feeling of unconditional love, of bliss.

I understand that “floating” experiences can be different each time and different for each person.  I want to go back and move to the next experience level now that the first time is behind me.   I would like to experiment floating next with crystal bowls, with frequencies in solfeggio music, and then with guided meditation and then . . . I think the list can be as infinite as your expectations.

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My Lesson About Perception

The Universe was talking to me a lot about how I perceive, and to judge less, others and their actions.

It bubbled up this video that I needed to revisit with the eyes of my current understanding.

http://youtu.be/A5IahdXk5sU (Empathy Glasses)

It reflected back to me how my actions can be and probably will be misunderstood by others.

What is the lesson I needed to learn? I can only control me. I need to try to be the best "me" that I can be. This is one of The Four Agreements written by don Miguel Ruiz, “Always do your best.”

I was drawn, perhaps directed, to end my day listening to a cassette recording. It wasn't easy because there was a lot of drama finding my dust covered cassette player and power adapter. My intent was to learn more about developing intuition. The author spoke at length about compassion, empathy and being heart centered and how that was the answer to . . .

Scott drew the “Always do your best” card from his Four Agreements deck. Light Bulb!

Thank you Universe. We are listening.

Ricky Yutuc

I attended a presentation by vibrational healer Ricky Yutuc.  Way kewl!

He played the F# didgeridoo for the audience and projected at each of our hearts.  It was an amazing feeling!

He has a 4x4x4 pyramid filled with crystals and you sit on a stool that has a HUGE crystal in it.  On my to do list.

CANCER FULL MOON – JANUARY 4TH FIRST FULL MOON OF 2015 at 10:53 pm CT

CANCER FULL MOON – JANUARY 4^TH  FIRST FULL MOON OF 2015  at 10:53 pm CT

From my friend Cathy.........

We have just entered the New Year of 2015…and what a powerful and intense entrance this Cancer Full Moon makes!    It is sitting right with Pluto…… making this Full Moon part of the ongoing Cardinal Square…..which is actually a Cardinal Grand Cross (which means that there are planets in all the cardinal signs, Aries, Cancer, Capricorn, and Libra) all squaring or opposing each other.   This is a time of activations….especially in the areas around your home, family and clan……. relationships of all kinds.  Emotions, intense at times, rise to the surface….sometimes without warning. Things are being put right in our face’s…..right in our face’s!  We can no longer dodge them….we have to deal with them…we have make choice’s…. and then move on those choice’s.  This Cancer Full Moon is asking us to review our emotional patterns and realize the ones that are not working for us anymore…..and then Release the old emotional patterns that are connected with our families, partnerships (love and work), and friendships.     We are being asked to make sure that all our relationships are based on Integrity and Respect…both giving and receiving!   That they are not out of balance with power or control…..but that they are surrounded by the energies of equal give and take…..no one is better than anyone else”.    Have there been family or relationship situations that have been ignited lately?   What are you being asked to look at?   Have you been in a situation where Authenticity and integrity were not used?  Either towards you……or towards someone close to you?  How did that make you feel? If it doesn’t “feel” right…it is time to speak your Truth.   With this Cancer Full Moon…..we are being asked to review and release.  The Universe is intensely serious…..it is time to make choices!

Full Moons are a time of releasing.  It is a time of releasing the old that is no longer working. Go deep into yourself, your foundations and old perceptions and observe what is no longer working for you.  What is no longer vibrating where you are vibrating?   It is a time of purging and releasing in all areas of your life.   The Full Moon energy last a day and half on each side of the peak.

The Full Moon happens when the Sun and Moon are opposing each other. With this Cancer Full Moon we have a Capricorn Sun. The goal of an opposition is to bring into balance the 2 sides. So this Cancer Full Moon is about balancing emotion (Cancer) and detachment (Capricorn), Feminine energy (Cancer) and Male energy (Capricorn), intuition (Cancer) and practicality (Capricorn), home life (Cancer) and achievement/CEO (Capricorn), subconscious and things hidden (Cancer) and bringing things out in the open and into your consciousness (Capricorn), being involved with your family/tribe (Cancer), and being directed by your jobs in the outside world (Capricorn) etc.     Meditate on the balancing….come up with some of your own ideas of what needs balanced in these areas of your life.  The universe is speaking loudly!  We need to bring ourselves and the world into balance to set the stage….. as we shift into the “new”, and also for our own evolution.

With this Full Moon in Cancer (water, the mother, family, that which births, intuition, nurturer), we are being asked to Feel….to feel the feelings between each other, our families, our tribes, humanity, and the Earth.  Cancer traditionally is the Mother, and Capricorn is traditionally the Father energy….the nurturer and the non-nurturer…..we are being asked to bring these into balance within families….. We are being asked to notice if all interactions with family and friends, and within work areas and with the Earth… are being done with integrity and respect. We are being asked to Let Go of those things and people that are no longer vibrating where we are vibrating…..while we make room for new relationships and new support systems, as we move forward into the “new”, and co-create a new way to be in relationships while we co-create our own reality.

With this Full Moon in Cancer we are also being asked to remember the importance of honoring our mothers and the honoring of Mother Earth herself!  It is shinning a light on areas where we need to find our power….areas where we need to establish healthy boundaries……while operating in integrity and with respect.  This Cancer Full Moon also is illuminating where we need to soften our “shells” and be willing to show emotion and nurturing where others are concerned….open your inner and outer homes to others, to your tribe, to community, to humanity…..so the nurturing and healing energies of Cancer can help the world and ourselves come into balance.

This Full Moon in Cancer-Capricorn forms a close Cardinal Grand Cross with the Nodes of the Moon…in Aries-Libra.  This energizes and adds intensity to the breakdowns and breakthroughs in both our individual emotional patterns and patterns that have formed within the Collective.  

The Universe is speaking loudly here…..with the South Node involved it is asking us to release and move away from things that are no longer vibrating where you are vibrating…….and purge the “old” that is no longer working for your highest good.  Uranus is sitting on the South Node in the Cardinal “T” Square and is activating our “past” and the “past” of the collective………in this life time and others.  Anger, irritations, even rage, could come up at this time….they need to be consciously dealt with and  worked through….as choices will then need to be made.  This Full Cancer Moon/Cardinal Grand Cross….will be bringing up many “lessons” from the past, especially surrounding all relationships…..to see how far we have come in the healing of those “lessons”.   Watch for these “lessons” to be activated suddenly and out of left field…..maybe by someone in  your tribe or community…… as they push some of your buttons……in the most loving way……to help you grow through those “lessons” so you can purge them and let them go!   It is time to move forward……take a step….any step…Just Move!!!!!

The North Node is where the Universe is asking us to head towards….to take steps in that direction.  Not only on a personnel level, and on a Spiritual level…….but also on the collective level for all humanity.  The North Node in Libra is about all of us growing towards love….equal give and take…..and balance.   Libra is about peace and the peace maker.  It is about creativity.   The North Node in Libra is a gift from the Universe….. as it will help us create our own reality through love, balance, and Peace.  That is the goal of the Universe!  

The fact that Pluto is squaring the Nodal Axis…..means that it is representing a Karmic core lesson.   With this Cancer Full Moon, forming a Cardinal Grand Cross with the Nodes of the Moon…..it as if the Universe is saying…..it is time to re-write the rules for all Humanity……as we co-create our “new” world.    It is time we realize that we are now actively engaged in a collective shift….much larger then we realized.  We each have a role in that collective shift…..Meditate and ask….what your role is… not only in your own shift…..but the shift of the collective.

These energies of this Grand Cross with the Full Moon are revolutionary energies working through change and transformation.   The breaking down of old structures that are not working anymore, in the world and within yourselves…..and as they are breaking down…….. being able to see through the chaos and emotional ties …. the beautiful big picture that the Universe is presenting to us!  Out of the ashes rise the Phoenix.  These are deep transformative energies that are available to us during this Full Moon/Cardinal Grand Cross.

This Full Cancer Moon is also sitting right on the Star Sirius!  Sirius is the brightest star in the sky and one of the closest. Mystic Alice Bailey has called Sirius “the great star of initiation”, and “the source of wisdom”. There is a connection with Sirius to “Higher Consciousness”  In esoteric Astrology, Sirius is considered to be our “Spiritual Sun”, overseeing the awakening of humanity.  This powerful and intense Full Cancer Moon connecting with the Star Sirius…..represents the importance of the connection with the  ancient knowledge from our ancestors, the Elders, and the wisdom's that they/we receive while being connected to these stars throughout the Galaxies and star systems. When these ancient stars and star systems are being activated….we also can connect with and embody their energies and wisdom's.

Where the Full Moon and the Cardinal Grand Cross sit in your own individual chart is where we are releasing the “old”, and where we are also learning…… courage, passion and initiation (Aries), responsibility, integrity, and respect (Capricorn), diplomacy, creativity, teamwork (Libra), and compassion, sensitivity, and the big Mother energy (Cancer).   With these Cardinal energies of Capricorn, Aries, Libra and Cancer being activated…..we are being asked to purge and release what is no longer working for us as we move forward in creating a “new” world…..

With this Full Cancer Moon/Cardinal Grand Cross, the energies that are being emphasized can be felt within your family, and those that you consider part of your family, along with nurturing, health and healing. Within the Family or clan, watch for things that are out of balance, things and situations that are not resonating together.  It is time to purge.  Move away from what is not vibrating where you are. What needs to be adjusted?  What needs to change?

With this Cardinal Grand Cross involved with this Cancer Full Moon...we are being asked to become aware of our power, as we create and manifest with every thought we have.   Direct that power from the Heart as you mediate and manifest on this Cancer Full Moon.  Meditate on how things are transforming and changing in the “Real World” to the “New World” that you are co-creating, and how we are now moving into areas that we have never been in before.  Remember to focus on the Heart and create from the Heart!   The Heart is the new brain!   Create  a beautiful World for you, your tribe, your community and all humanity. Create and manifest your future.  Sit with yourself, in quiet if you can…….Meditate and Listen !!!!    Call your guidance in and then Listen to your guidance….Listen to your Soul. 

These are the energies affecting all of humanity and the Earth.  These energies also affect you individually, according to how they activate your own birth chart.

Learn how the energies activate your individual Birth Chart, through an Astrological Reading (my contact information is below).  Knowing how the energies are affecting you personally, gives you the ability to make better choices, and use the energies in the highest way. 

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